He radiated a light that drew everyone in....

Published on 22 January 2024 at 18:13

Death leaves behind a trail of a wreckage so catastrophic that the pain and loss has no end.  All you can do is to dredge onward through it.  The journey is long and treacherous and the darkness is all consuming.  I will be sharing my own personal story of how I pushed forward in a daily survival mode when all I wanted to do was to be buried in the ground alongside my son.  

No!  Not my son...

 If you would have put me in a room filled with 100 billion parents whose child had taken their own life I would have thanked God that that would never be me.  Yet here I am...living out every parents worst nightmare and somehow...some way I am still alive in a world I don't recognize because my son is no longer a part of my every day life.  I am unbalanced and uncomfortable.   It is only by my faith and the grace and love of my Heavenly Father that I was able to survive what I felt like was unsurvivable.  


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Colleen
10 months ago

Your a strong Women. God definitely has another plan for your son and when you see him again. When God says it's your time, you will understand the why. I truly believe this, I believe God has plans for everyone and when we meet out loved one again we will know why. Until then we smile on days we just want to cry we cry on days we just don't understand why we are. However our loved ones are watching us and helping us to get to the next day.
Till we see them again stay strong ( but don't be afraid to feel those feeling) sending lots of love and light your way. Just look up. You're u will see him smiling down on you. So proud you are standing up for him. His pain is over unfortunately ours never is.

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